never let it fade away

happy birthday masuda-bun.
:D

reading past entries always makes me face-palm/laugh at how silly I sounded/cringe/might-as-well-skip-the-whole-entry/delete the entry/eeyer-close-the-window-lah.

no wonder jee deleted/locked all her archives.

since I was supposed to be mugging econs but ended up checking out all my flist's ljs instead--

recently I realised how easily satisfied I was with myself. that's kinda shameful! D: we always hear of people who set high standards for themselves, but go lenient on others. I seem to be the exact opposite, I'm always making up excuses for myself, telling myself that I've done well enough, never bothering to reach higher standards. perhaps being over-optimistic? and yet I have high expectations of others, and get undeniably disappointed in them if they don't do things the way I expect.

well people have their excuses too :D forgive and forget, and give people chances.

and today I also understood why they always say we whine about what we don't have and easily forget about what we do have. of course we've all heard that, but we don't stop to think of how it applies to us. or simply dismiss it as something that cannot be helped, because it's in our characters to do so. so I ought to make this a constant reminder: cherish what you have, don't be overwhelmed by yearning for more.

on another note, City Harvest spoke of the 15-Revolution. honestly I've forgotten about it for a long time, but I think I ought to work on it. starting from home :D

2 more days to CTs, 4 days of torture, and it's plaaaaaaytimeeeeee! happyhappy (:

rescued an old (but working perfectly) clock from daddy a couple of days ago:


old clock


new clock

I like the old one better :/

The sight of this yesterday made me laugh :D

washed toys drying on the sofas. only the ones on the smaller sofa are mine lol.

Found a sweet loop-worthy korean song (:

Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Fill me with your happy smiles
Together make it love
Forever make it your smile
Hold on now, hold on to my hand
Stand by me
Look towards me
Even though I don't understand love yet
Stand by me
Watch over me
Even though I'm not good with love

everyone's crazy over bof xD GU JUN PYO! :D

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO LISA!! (:

FOR BEING THE COOLEST HIPPEST MOST BELOVED KITCH IN THE WORLD,

ILUSM <3

( The image meme I did a while back )

hope's been fulfilled <3

 

I really really really hate being sick ):

Home comfort is good but I have way too much free time, and I can't swallow.

*goes to download KAT-TUN song previews*

[edit]
zhiwei: "...but I have a fever so can't go tmr, so can't mug anyway haha."
sarah: "I know you wanna be hot but don't need to go to this extent."
zhiwei: "Pfft rubbish lah you hahaha. You're the one who wants to be hot."
sarah: "You're incorrect. I am hot! B-)"
zhiwei: "must be kos I spent yesterday evening with you, no wonder got a fever now tsk."
sarah: "yeah I think so too. sorry about that."
zhiwei: "you can compensate me in doctor's fees."
sarah: "I think I'll just give you some cold jokes."

lol sarah.
eeyer I just spent the whole day in bed. for serious.
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1. Woke up at 6.30 this morning so michelle could pick me up at 7.30
2. Didn't manage to watch performance in the end, but took many photos and re-lived old OM days, which was all fun.
3. Ajisen Ramen's japanese peach juice is really good.
4. Studied with yan at national library. Finished math assignment woohoo!
5. Claire + Sarah = crack <3
6. Easter drama was really good. My first CHC play too (:
7. Mich and louis sending texts mid-drama to announce om results hehe iowa!

Come to the Father though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all
The power of the Word, the power of His Love
And everything was done so you would come

I was walking down to the front with claire, and sarah was right behind, and suddenly I wept like a baby, just like the first time I walked down there with sarah, but then it felt so right.



today was an exceptionally good day.

one week ago I was being completely smart and shooting 50m outdoors in dark jeans :/ oddly, the sunburn on my arms hasn't gone away completely.

wrote a journal-entry-thingy for Ms Nair that was everything I wanted to say. wish I could talk/write better, but I'm sorta satisfied nevertheless. it's funny how much you can put on paper, and pour out to people who are almost strangers, but you can't say that much to the people who really matter. but I love the people in my life, with all my heart. you and you and you and you and you(:

Dan Seals, who performed as England Dan in the pop duo England Dan and John Ford Coley and later had a successful country career, died of complications from cancer at age 61.

Longtime manager Tony Gottlieb said Seals died Wednesday evening at his daughter's home in Nashville. Seals was diagnosed with lymphoma in April 2007.

England Dan and John Ford Coley had hits including "I'd Really Like to See You Tonight" and "Nights Are Forever," both in 1976.

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rest in peace, sir. ):
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Hello, yeah, it's been a while.
Not much, how 'bout you?
I'm not sure why I called,
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.
And I was thinking maybe later on,
We could get together for a while.
It's been such a long time,
And I really do miss your smile.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

We could go walking through a windy park,
Or take a drive along the beach.
Or stay at home and watch t.v.
You see, it really doesn't matter much to me.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

I won't ask for promises,
So you won't have to lie.
We've both played that game before,
Say I love you, then say goodbye.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.
 

Daily/Regular/Irregular/Rare/Just for today...it doesn't take much really.

1. accomplishment
2. nice sketches
3. toilet trips with fellow toilet freaks, just like the old days.
4. old and new friendships, emphasised daily.
5. winter diamond party photos
6. the new russ-k cm
7. "EEEE! EMIRINCHANNNN ILUSM OMG! YOUR PRETTY HANDWRITING! MNSB SHOP PICS! MY FIRST EVER ACTUAL OFFICIAL FOR-MY-EARS-ONLY CD---AND ITS ARASHI!!! OMG OMG OMG ILUSM!"

♥

( say no to GP essays! )

did these with michelle yesterday morning:
 

so cute haha.
spent today filling up the powerpoint (with awesomeawesometotallyawesome photos yay) when I got bored, what a bumming day :/

I love archery!
and I'm ((((:

1. Change orientation (half-)day camp proposal again
2. add J1s to yahoo groups
3. collect everybodee's particulars
4. fill up 6 trainings worth of attendance
5. GP newspaper journal
6. louis' present/yuzhou's belated present/jen's present/michelle's present/jee's present
7. mail jee.
8. physics test.

today was a weird day. finally got the flu symptoms I knew were coming. filmed an absolutely spastic birthday greeting on yuzhou's videocam for louis' birthday (I just woke up from my busride -.-). sarah let me watch ohno's solo pv (which brightens up my day really) again. chionged a physics assignment in chem lecture and tried doing chem practical in phys lecture (bad habit from last year that must go away). had a very very nice chat over lunch (: but was highly embarrassed when I told the stall 13 auntie I wanted "prain plata". got kinda drowsy from flu medicine during training, and was sorta stoned for a while. muscles aching from I don't even know what! and somehow I kept breaking out in goosebumps during training. shot 50m for the first time, and surprisingly my grouping was still alright (or at least not worse than my 30m grouping)okay nevermind yanwei says that was only 30m now who's the one who told me that was 50m? (i have a VERY poor sense of distance). sky was indecisively alternating between rain and sun towards the latter part. then I all but ran back to ppcc to meet daddy to visit a great-aunt in hospital (which didn't exactly help my muscle ache gah). oh, and I have a very very cute pink/nobuta finger sling!!!! :D

two days ago ( a huge rainbow again :D )

I'M ONLY 17, I'M VERY YOUNG! (: (thankyou <3) and happy birthday jen!

Song of friendship! ♥

And am almost definitely sure I will do intensive scrapbooking at some point of my life.

At the end of the day, it's all about perspective huh!

( Have you ever..? )

margaret cheer up <3

very. very. emotive.
♥
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哪怕感觉好像失去了所有的一切

那也只是迷失了目标而已

口袋中还有My Treasure

 

在那街头邂逅到的所有一切

在这街头发现的自我

过去到现在  还有未来  支持我走下去

 

从无法好好说出“谢谢”

而哭泣的那一天开始

在数不尽的邂逅之中

我得到的是My Treasure
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looks correct to me. ahh <3
also,
( ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN )

good day!