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Confessions

It's amazing (and disconcerting) to find out so many things about myself that I never knew about, and I'm not proud of all of them.

Have more faith. Have more trust. Be more willing, and ready, to excuse and forgive. Don't take offence at little things. Don't be oversensitive, even if others are insensitive. Don't jump to conclusions, and nurse minor grudges. Have an open heart. Don't be selfish. Don't expect too much, you aren't the queen. Be more thankful, be appreciative. You'll find yourself, and others, happier this way.

I'm saying all these but I feel so daunted right now. I think it is because I try hard to please, and I want to see my efforts appreciated, and my affections returned. Like, SEE it, not just know it. Lord, please let me learn to be magnanimous as well. Sincerely I will try. (:

Edit: It's easy and tempting to just let people know if you're a little less than pleased, and just get it sorted out, but only if it's a matter serious enough, I think. Change yourself before you get others to change, that's the challenge.

"My love is still deep, but my patience is thin." How easily I get into such a situation, and how I want to change that.
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